Stinky Blogger

Wouldn't let me add anything new to that last post, or even add a new post for a few days. Something to do with cookies. I am woefully inexperienced when it comes to computers, most of what I know I have tinkered with until I figured it out, and that's not much. I can't even change the background on my myspace because it all looks like Greek to me! Anyway, here are a few more pictures. We have friends from my class coming to dinner tonight, so I haven't much time.
Lots of things going on in life right now, not all of them good, but we're holding. We've dealt with worse, and come out mostly unscathed, so we just keep truckin'. After this week, I've seen so much worse, it's hard to feel pity about yourself...

watermelon painted to look like a pineapple! LOL








party buddies!


Here he is, the four year old. That sounds so foreign to me. I have a hard time saying I have a four year old. It seems like another lifetime in some aspects, and in reality it is. Living in Florida, before cancer, before Trevor, before school, working at the bridal shop...Everything has changed since he was born, except for the important bits: two completely in love people who are head over heels for a beautiful little boy with huge blue eyes that take everything in and a huge, quick smile for everyone he meets. My life may have changed in just about every way possible since he came into the world, but my love for him has not. I'm learning new things about him every day, as he changes. I'm filled with wonder at how quickly he learns (he's so smart!) My heart trips when he calls me Mama and tells me he loves me ("too much, Mama!") and on the rare occassion he'll let me cuddle him I feel blessed. Thanks, Carson. And Happy Birthday.